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I am many things to many different people. I have few titles and fewer awards but I am complete in all that I have accomplished. My most precious of all gifts does not belong to me yet I love as if. You may know me, but you'll never really know me because I cannot be anything more than what you want to see even though I am everything I need to be.

Jun 4, 2009

finding peace

leaving the longhorns and heading back to the mitten state. funny how i spent more than a month trying to adjust to a new environment, new place of residence, with no kids around, no cats around, no nothing around that i was used to...especially the weather, and then one day...one week prior to my sissie arriving to escort me home, i found peace.

where had it been all this time? was it back because i knew i was going home? was it back because i'd run out of people, places and things to blame for my circumstances? was it back because i finally surrendered?

questions, questions, questions........

answer:

it didn't come "back" at all, peace that is. it never left in the first place. it's always there. peace is a choice often neglected by the regrets of yesterday and the fear of tomorrow

neglected by our thoughts

neglected by our feelings

neglected by our own expectations

choices

be still and the choice is made for you. peace