causes and effects

okay, well, the GM thing didn't work out
but...it was fun and exciting to get a phone call nonetheless

i keep waiting

i keep writing

i keep wondering what the fuck

i love that word

if i sit and do nothing than nothing is what i get

if i cause the universe to look at what i'm sending out
then effects is the feedback, the results

so i take a look at what results i am receiving
hmmm...i need to change my causes a tad bitty bit

all in all, today is a good day
the dark cloud is not hovering quite so low

i've decided to quit smoking
this brings joy and fear
but i'll not do it alone
our neighboring country in Windsor will help

i believe that smoking is part of my depression
so...i shall take action...

next week :)

in the meantime, i'll ride the wave of joy i have going for me today

happy happy joy joy