returning

i'm back
i missed my blog

thank you to my fellow blogsters for distracting me from following my own life to following theirs

blogging is like reality TV, minus the cast
just the script. nothing but the script (and probably a lot more true!)

but, I miss writing in my blog
so, I'm back.

though i love to blog
this blog has served its purpose
i shall take my creativity down a different path

actually, its prolly the same path...just different scenery
the scenery in my mind has been a bit gray lately

or,

maybe the kind of path that im on will change
like...it's a two-track instead of just foot worn

or,
maybe it's paved with cobble stone
or asphalt, whatever

anyway, an unstoppable force is coming my way
which means i've got to move

wish me luck

"good luck, me"

causes and effects

okay, well, the GM thing didn't work out
but...it was fun and exciting to get a phone call nonetheless

i keep waiting

i keep writing

i keep wondering what the fuck

i love that word

if i sit and do nothing than nothing is what i get

if i cause the universe to look at what i'm sending out
then effects is the feedback, the results

so i take a look at what results i am receiving
hmmm...i need to change my causes a tad bitty bit

all in all, today is a good day
the dark cloud is not hovering quite so low

i've decided to quit smoking
this brings joy and fear
but i'll not do it alone
our neighboring country in Windsor will help

i believe that smoking is part of my depression
so...i shall take action...

next week :)

in the meantime, i'll ride the wave of joy i have going for me today

happy happy joy joy