oh the streets are so busy
metal speeding down the pathway
to only they know where
work
friends
appointments
shopping
work
why so fast?
maybe, like i, they wait to
the last minute
to get on the fast track
savoring every moment of sleep
before they have to get up
and put on the jump suit
mario andretti school of driving
it seems
weekends
the time of living in the real world
with real people
not robots
cattle
ahh, yes, me like me some weekends
About me
- A lil info:
- I am many things to many different people. I have few titles and fewer awards but I am complete in all that I have accomplished. My most precious of all gifts does not belong to me yet I love as if. You may know me, but you'll never really know me because I cannot be anything more than what you want to see even though I am everything I need to be.
Jun 11, 2011
Jun 6, 2011
Thought Deflection
I just need to take a moment to reflect
to write
therapy
thought deflection
I can't seem to get the worry out of my body,
perpetuated by my obsessive thinking of what my daughter is
going through right now.
I remember when she was in the hospital, so, so
long ago. She was just sixteen years old.
A terrible car accident put her there.
Put her in a coma,
broken, fragile, unconscious, lifeless
Her mother and I spending every possible
moment with her
wondering
worried
crying
foggy
should we plan for the worst?
no, that was unfathomable
no, that is not part of the plan
it was the most scared i've ever been
we will never forget
but we do heal, did heal
she healed
Although she is not going through quite
the same event with her own daughter now
her precious, beautiful five year old
who needs open heart surgery
she goes through the same emotions
the same worries
the fear of the unknown
her baby is sick
that's all she knows
her baby will be hurting
that's all she fears
we knew she was in good hands some
fourteen years ago
and her little girl will be in good hands as
well this week
that doesn't always comfort us enough though
this i know
if she could just feel the trust we most certainly CAN trust
that just like her, her baby will be absolutely fine
know it
believe it
draw on all the powerful, positive
energy that our God gives us through
the bonds we have in family and friends
if she could just feel that
feel it from me
her Mother
her siblings
God works through us, honey
if she could
but i know that's hard
i've been there
so, i'll be that for her
we'll be that for her
all of us
all that care
care enough to say a prayer
care
caring
caring enough
caring is enough
all that matters is our collective thoughts
sending nothing but caring
her way, and her baby's way
and so it is
to write
therapy
thought deflection
I can't seem to get the worry out of my body,
perpetuated by my obsessive thinking of what my daughter is
going through right now.
I remember when she was in the hospital, so, so
long ago. She was just sixteen years old.
A terrible car accident put her there.
Put her in a coma,
broken, fragile, unconscious, lifeless
Her mother and I spending every possible
moment with her
wondering
worried
crying
foggy
should we plan for the worst?
no, that was unfathomable
no, that is not part of the plan
it was the most scared i've ever been
we will never forget
but we do heal, did heal
she healed
Although she is not going through quite
the same event with her own daughter now
her precious, beautiful five year old
who needs open heart surgery
she goes through the same emotions
the same worries
the fear of the unknown
her baby is sick
that's all she knows
her baby will be hurting
that's all she fears
we knew she was in good hands some
fourteen years ago
and her little girl will be in good hands as
well this week
that doesn't always comfort us enough though
this i know
if she could just feel the trust we most certainly CAN trust
that just like her, her baby will be absolutely fine
know it
believe it
draw on all the powerful, positive
energy that our God gives us through
the bonds we have in family and friends
if she could just feel that
feel it from me
her Mother
her siblings
God works through us, honey
if she could
but i know that's hard
i've been there
so, i'll be that for her
we'll be that for her
all of us
all that care
care enough to say a prayer
care
caring
caring enough
caring is enough
all that matters is our collective thoughts
sending nothing but caring
her way, and her baby's way
and so it is
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