leaving the longhorns and heading back to the mitten state. funny how i spent more than a month trying to adjust to a new environment, new place of residence, with no kids around, no cats around, no nothing around that i was used to...especially the weather, and then one day...one week prior to my sissie arriving to escort me home, i found peace.
where had it been all this time? was it back because i knew i was going home? was it back because i'd run out of people, places and things to blame for my circumstances? was it back because i finally surrendered?
questions, questions, questions........
answer:
it didn't come "back" at all, peace that is. it never left in the first place. it's always there. peace is a choice often neglected by the regrets of yesterday and the fear of tomorrow
neglected by our thoughts
neglected by our feelings
neglected by our own expectations
choices
be still and the choice is made for you. peace