practice what i preach

okay, so, it's been over six months...(6)...since I held a real job. I'm not talking 'bout my new biz, or the job as mom or gramma, or the job where I take care of my house and laundry and cats, etc. None of that "domestic goddess" crap, but a "REAL" job with REAL money coming in and going out. It seems I'm feeling more of the pressure with all that shiny, sparkly, bitter cold frozen rain drapped all over the landscape. It's uninviting to say the least. Everything seems to be standing still; the unemployment index; the job recruiter; the dark clouds hovering from the skies; punxsutawney phil, or however you spell that groundhogs name, whom I kindly refer to as "fat bastard"; the government as they collect themselves in large rooms and argue about what to do next; and me. oh, if i could just get this positive energy flowing and spread across the universe. that's what i tell everyone: we make our own dreams come true with the energy we put out there, right? i tell people to stay focused; this too shall pass; if your ship don't come in-swim out to it! well, i need to start swimming. just a minute while i go find my suit. a dose of my own medicine is long over due. ♥ by the way...school is going okay. it's gets me out of the house and into the frozen tundra!